I've recently met this amazing guy at school, and literally he has swept me off my feet. I've only known him for about a week, but I'm falling for him sooo fast. Actually, I've already fallen. It's so hard to contain.
However, there is a huuuge problem... I can't have him. For a reason.
Why do complex situations always seem to be in store for me? I finally find someone I like after FOUR years! And then this happens. great.
The really difficult part is that I feel as though he likes me too. I could be wrong and just think he's a really nice guy. But I'm not sure... and I don't want to intrude on anything. I don't even know how to get my head around the situation.
He's so different in so many ways. The little things I notice when I'm around him make him seem so genuine. For example, the way he talks to me, the way he looks at me, the way he listens and responds, his interests, his intellect, his love for life. Everything.
He even admitted to feeling like a kid still... which is what I feel too! But yet he's so mature. And so kind. He reminds me of someone that I have wanted for a long time now..
I wish I could just tell him how I feel. But I know that would be wrong. There are some moments where I won't even look at him or talk too much because I don't want to do anything stupid. But at the same time I just want to be with him.. I can't stop thinking about him. It's sooo weird. And I can hardly focus.
When I sit next to him I can hardly breathe. I know this sounds SO corny. But it's so true! And when he even looks at me for more than a second I just blush. I feel like a little school girl...
I guess I will see how things go. I know that when the situation begins to turn that I will make the right decision.
I have class with him tomorrow.. .soooo anxious. :(
xx.
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