Sundays are always all about the chores. I got up around 10 because I stayed up way too late talking to a good friend of mine on msn. I really needed someone to just talk to about anything, and have someone make me laugh and make me feel like I'm at home. It was reaaally comforting.
After I woke up, I cleaned the house from top to bottom. I bleached the sink, the counters, the floors, everything. I then lit some candles to make it smell fresh, and studied some chemistry.
I've noticed that I have been eating more... and I think it's because I just sit at home and whenever I study I feel that I "need" something to graze on... I don't want it to become a habit! I think I'm going to give my box of cookies to dan so I won't eat anything that will make me put on weight... argh.
It was really nice to have a day for myself. I realized that I need to stop being so negative towards myself, and start looking at the positive things. Living on my own is an entirely new experience to me, and it's taking me a long time to adjust. It would be easier if I had someone I knew that studied here, but I don't. I can't just go up to some people and strike a conversation, it's out of my comfort zone. But I have to try. I need to get in gear and start making my life more exciting and appreciated. Tomorrow I'm going to head to the library and sign out a few books. ANYTHING to help me focus on myself, and make life here in Nanaimo more enjoyable.
Tonight I need to go buy some groceries. Getting out for a little while would sure be nice.
Tomorrow = more smiles, more studying, more conversations, and more FUN.
xox.
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