better things.

i finally get it.

i haven't really changed much since i was a kid. i've always had an open ear for anyone, even if it's a complete stranger talking to me. always trying to soak up as much information like a sponge.
it's still the same. i never realized this before, but when i do talk to someone, anyone, i always put myself in a position where i'm lower than that person unknowingly.
my mom taught us important values while growing up. one being ego, how too much of it can ruin a life. i've made it a goal for myself to rid ego from my life.
if i make a major accomplishment, i can never be proud of myself. i always owe it to the higher power that's there. i don't think that anything is mine, really. even wisdom is something that isn't my own.
anyways, back on topic, because i put myself in a lower position, i have ended up meeting amazing people. i've been able to get through to so many people. it's shocking. even some people who are thousands of miles away, who i've never met before, i've been gifted in changing their lives... and i don't owe it to myself, as mentioned before.
it's just unusual. it's like, i meet people, help them, and then move on. i never really have a set group of friends, i'm almost like a drifter.
it's super cool though. my life is a lot less boring than it used to be. everyday is full of surprises, and i'm never ready for them, lol.

anyways, i'm off.

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