Saturday, May 2, 2009

policy of truth

who knew i'd make the biggest mistake of my life.
i regret it, even though you shouldn't live life with any regrets.
i'm so stupid.
i want it all to just go away and forget everything that ever happened.
i'll never understand, and instead live with this for the rest of my life.
big, big mistake. and of course, it turned out one sided, just exactly what i had feared.
i didn't even get to fully explain anything (how can you when there isn't even a certain level of understanding)
i know i wasn't wrong. how could i have been so stupid?
i think i'm ready to go back to nanaimo and never come back

i'm not even making any fucking sense

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