when it comes down to matters of the heart, there will be times when you risk everything to move on... and this is where i'm at.
i had a good talk with naomi last night, and just like everyone else, she said the same thing.
i could just be magnifying it too much, but it seems like i go through the most complicated situations compared to everyone else. it's so frustrating.
when most people my age are stressing about what to wear for their date, i fight with internal battles and strange conflicts. i grew up way too fast, and because of it i forgot how to have fun.
i didn't get any sleep last night. i focused on what aspects of my life i need to put behind me, or get closure of.
as mentioned in my previous post, i'm still in the process of losing some very important people.
just the very thought of what i have to do scares the life out of me.
but i have to do it, for myself. i've focused on other people's problems for far too long instead of fixing my own.
it's going to be one long summer.
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