Tuesday, September 1, 2009

(self-aware).

With age comes wisdom, and wisdom allows the evolution of man.

I've been in Cranbrook for four months now, and my time here is almost done. I leave back for Nanaimo this Sunday, and although I'll be sad to leave my good friends and family behind, I'll take the best memories and life-lessons back with me.

I've been unbelievably blessed in my life. I wish I had known this at an earlier age, but too often as teenagers we become so immersed in the smallest things, and stress about things that, now, seem so miniscule.

Everyone has their heart-breaking stories. Everyone has their good qualities, and their flaws. This summer has shown me just how selfish I have been, and how I'm trying SO hard to shut that little voice up inside... a little voice called ego.

Overcoming it is so hard, and so broad, that i've realized a quick victory is impossible, but can be obtained with patience. In reality, no one is flawless. By viewing everyone as equal - neither higher than them, and no lower than me, i've realized so much beauty in each and every individual. This view point has helped me meet some of the most amazing people. Everyday I receive so many gifts that I can no longer classify them as large or small.... they're instead, precious.

I love all my friends, and my family, so much. I love everyone who has been there for me in the past, and I'll love those that await me in my future. I love them as much as I love music... it changes in many different ways, but all music is beautiful. Regardless of what circumstance.

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