Monday, January 26, 2009

rainy monday.

I just got home from class, and I'm sooo frustrated! For one, I've been sick for a good three weeks now, and it's taking me forever to get better. It's unusual. I hardly get sick. The last time I had the flu was three years ago. But for some reason, this cold is not leaving me. It's bothering me because I have so much to practice for my vocal lessons, and I've hardly made any progress because of it.
Also, I'm very fed up with the way I look. My weight is just making me so angry. I hardly ever eat anything unhealthy, and I run about 4-5 times a week, but I'm not happy with myself at all. I need to re-vamp my workout or something. Sigh.
Also, I just feel low about almost everything. I'm sure it's just one of those "off" days, because of the bland weather and some kind of psychological aspect.

Hopefully the day gets better. I'm supposed to head with Paul and Ebs down to VIU to check out a series of short plays that is on tonight. And then after is looootsa music practice. I'll try to get to bed early tonight, as I've been extremely tired.

Can't believe it's just Monday... feels like a Wednesday... going to be one very long week.

Good news though! Lawford is coming from London this Thursday to see us! Last time he was here, it was a blast! I myself can't wait to go to London in December. I need to do something new, get out of this country for a bit. It's a long time to wait until then, but whatever.

Hurry up weekend!

xo

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