falling slowly.

take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
you'll make it now

sweet tooth.

tasty new bands:

Your Vegas
Pilate
Fiction Plane
PINK FLOYD (why didn't I listen to them earlier?!)
Soundtrack from the movie Once

so many albums to add to my xmas wish list.

wow, there's actually snow!

i am home! i have missed my family muchies!

music from morn to night.

this is probably the best decision I could have ever made.

breathe

long you live and high you fly
smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
all you touch and all you see
is all your life will ever be
-- pink floyd

the void.

you tell me it's too much, can't make up your mind
so i stand here waiting hoping you'll be mine
i start to fall, and i start to dream
and i stand here hoping that i'll be seen
you and I, it's a tragedy
clinging onto broken strings, unfinished stories
pick up the pieces, bind them with me
the invisible ghost for all to see
your eyes won't wake up to me
it must be winter's lonely presense
- hark.

it's such a waste.

tonight I lack the strength to even move,
and you walked, now watch me die
but I know this is harder for you,
for love has let you down
and the road ahead is lined with broken dreams,
so walk, yeah walk on by
and I failed to give you everything you need,
for the fears, behind your eyes

i'm turning into my mother.

and if i ever fall
and land so hard i can't get up
your love reaches me from miles away
bringing me back to my feet
making me stronger everyday.

such a perfect thrill.

OMG... these lyrics are so beautiful woooow

this morning ends this thrill, for you just made your kill,
you took that dream and slowly slit its throat
the silence burns my ears, my senses are aware
the morning sun tears through last night's snow

do you know what i've been feeling,
did you know my mind was reeling,
have you ever seen the sun go down on such a perfect thrill
such a perfect thrill, for you just made your kill

there's blood upon this ground, there's silence in this town,
your crime has not yet frozen morning smiles
you know they'll track your feet, you know you've cut them deep,
you'll leave us now and walk those lonely miles

do you know what i've been feeling,
did you know my mind was reeling,
have you ever seen the sun go down on such a perfect thrill
such a perfect thrill, for you just made your kill

you turned your back,
broke from this track,
for empty halls where you fear calls,
slip through the door,
out into night,
you steal through town under moonlight

i've been blind lately, despite these crimes im wading in
you've got lies lady, but overtime i'll share your sin

with rain clouds pending a storm.

i am in love with pilot speed.

this broken part of me made me who i am.

these aches and pains
wait for the medication to relieve you
these hunger pangs and cravings
wait for the food to nourish you
these cuts and bruises
wait for your body to heal you
this broken heart
don't wait for someone to fix it, because it's all up to you.